Insomnia

Ampun deh gw.. padahal g ngantuk banget, tapi sampe skr dah jam 4.08 am g masih belom bisa bobo. Pas merem pikiran melayang kesana-sini. Banyak yg g pikirin. Dari mulai anak, kerjaan, sampe ke gereja juga. Kenapa yah ini otak ga tidur aja? Kenapa harus mikirin ini-itu.. ughhh… padahal badan dan mata gw udah teler banget.

I don’t know how’s my life going to be.. everything’s come to its end. And I end up with the LOAN. Crazy loan. How I wished I had a lot of money. Skr gw ngerti, kenapa orang bilang money is everything.. yah without money you can’t do anything. Di jaman sekarang gini, kayaknya kita kudu bisa ngelakuin apa aja demi earning some money. Apa aja, yg penting halal. Gw pengen banget bisa punya banyak sumber income. Maklum, kalo tau keadaan yg sebenarnya terjadi sama gw, pasti pada geleng2… menyedihkan.

BUT, gw tetep yakin kalo Tuhan ga ninggalin gw. I know I’m not alone. God is with me. Eventhough I’m not perfect in his eyes, but still He loves me. I know he’ll make a way someday for me. This is my faith. Everything has its own way. A wonderful way. I believe God won’t let me and my family down. Yang penting gw tetep mau usaha buat keluar dari masalah gw. Gw bersyukur banget punya "harapan" dan "temen" di setiap waktu. Thank you Lord!

Ughh.. I need to go to work in the morning.. can I? I haven’t slept even 1 hour. CRAZY!!!

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